Online Retreat, higherfacts.org, lillianfellmann.com
June 5-7, 2020
re·treat | \ ri-ˈtrēt \
: an act or process of withdrawing especially from what is difficult, dangerous, or disagreeable
: a period of group withdrawal for prayer, meditation, study, or instruction under a director
It is my belief that life is not something we need to experience as difficult or dangerous. Life on earth is the training ground we chose. To do what? To become stronger, more able to hold our light, to increase our light, to hold our love for ourselves up—AGAINST ALL ODDS. This is our job, every day…and the rewards are immediate.”
This retreat is about abundance authority and light intelligence.
“How can I remember what I am?” my sister asked me the other day. There is two major things we can ‘do.’ We can call them techniques but really they are moments of reconnection, of ‘going home’. Ultimately, all we do that takes as out of the illusion of this world as being hardwired and something we have to give our full attention and sweat and blood to is advancing us. Is freeing and teaching us.
- Make it a daily choice to go home/to bring home here, to meet your true and full self. FEEL THIS SPACIOUSNESS IN YOU, THE STILLNESS, so you don’t forget what you are; vast free powerful love energy. Nameless, thought-less and still uniquely you. This is the ultimate key to make your life easier. To remember that this training here is short, chosen by you and the outcome of your inner knowing and beliefs. And this is what you want to get a handle on, all that deep, deep old stuff IN YOU that can trigger you and make you feel helpless and without control. From the ever fresh position of THIS NEW NOW you can transmute all of it. Key question: can you hold your light up then when it counts? That is the training we are here for. To remember that we can REACH UP and push through EVEN THEN when we feel very low. This is a moment of ETERNAL growth when we can stand tall in our sovereign Self in full authority over our life. How to get there? You are there but you don’t belief it yet (which means that you cannot access it). So give yourself daily the experience of godlove, the experience of effortless power and freedom by going into stillness. Going home. Into your natural state of abundance. No lack nowhere.
what is sovereignty
what is authority
what shows when I go into the vastness that I am
connection between authority and abundance
what is the role of light
Friday evening 7PM: practicing stillness, seeing and feeling and imagining you as higher energy being, asking about yourself..receiving gifts and keys..
This evening is about you experiencing yourself and asking questions in stillness. this is a Iive training session, so reporting back into the group is an important aspect of it so we can all learn from one another.
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- Practicing going home, we do with the intention to heal, therefore the shift. The universe comes in to support us and fulfil our request. In order to accelerate the remembering in us, we have the chance and choice to clear old data in our substrata and our complex light-webbed bodies. Our souls have been traveling for a very long time already and have experienced much. Deep and fast transmuting of harmed light wiring, we best achieve in collaboration with our higher healer tribes and specific guides. They hold an enormously high light authority which speeds our light up too. We become more intelligent, smart and soul-confident. Blockages and old convictions are shed in record time (without cutting the learning involved). This is what I have undergone and I keep choosing to be trained up, higher and higher and higher. The God-vibration in us can be felt daily, it pushes out all fear and doubt.
This upgrading and rewiring work is quite mechanical and follows a simple routine. The challenge for most people is to muster the inner discipline to stick to this routine, to keep their attention on their feeling state much more than their unconscious and triggered thinking. YOUR FEELING STATE IS WHERE YOU CONNECT TO YOUR MULTIDIMENSIONAL SELF. THIS IS YOUR PORTAL HOME. Your feeling state is like a beyond and above super-radar that plays back to you all the myriads of energy influences and information that affects your complex energetic reality and wave motions at any given moment. The level of sophistication of your free feeling state is not of this world. Assess what you feel and where in the body, connect to your etheric guides, request, and release. DONE. That simple? That simple. Except most humans hold so many woundings and shadow around their heart space and in their unconscious that FEELING has become hard. Or they find it hard to hold their intention up. So, once more, clear, clear, clear…more routinely and more rigorously than tooth brushing or anything else you declare of existential importance in your life.
Saturday and Sunday morning we will practice clearing with our own light, clearing our aura from shadow, and clearing deeper with our etheric healer teams. I am hoping that some of these practices will stick and you will apply them daily. That is why we repeat them on two mornings and why I chose an hourly rhythm. It will be exciting to see what needs a second clearing, or whether we can go deeper every time we gather online. Hopefully you get to overcome your “inner stickiness” and you can move into a higher inner speed for change in your life (and every life is about change or evolution)…it is your free choice, so will-power up!!!
Sunday evening 7PM will be a bit of both…depending on what we need then and there. Meeting your inner seeing: what lies ahead, what do you want to build next, and then use the power tools of imagination and intention and release or stillness, and a super clearing that we can then offer to the world. When one cell in us lights up in the full knowing of what endless power it carries, the entire world hums on a higher octave.
As a teenager a thought was given to me one day that struck me: “This life is not for ME.” Wow…it made me smile and glow. What it meant was, this life is not about me (on the surface of things). I don’t need to worry whether I am cool or whether others see me or love me or whether I get that job. I am loved and I am seen that is already done, completed. All that is of importance is that I can keep this knowing switched on as my walking talking self. That something in me always sings on the vibration of: I am everything and everything is me. Everything lifts me and I lift everything. I cannot fall, I cannot fail. This hit me at the time more as a sensation and a relief than a mental understanding; the excitement that rang with it never left me. I feel carried to this day. Vast and unlimited experience seeking to experience itself. (And probably never ever quite fully achieving it whilst in the body.)
So, boom, bing and peng…these three days will be awesome, you personal light bath with extra de-luxe ingredients…and I hope it helps you to sink a layer deeper within yourself to feel more stable and steady to deal with life and to create the experiences and outcomes your soul seeks.
Sunday at 5PM, I offer an open moment for feedback, questions and other sharings. Slots in the afternoon can also be used for a 1on1 (15 minutes) for personal inquiries. You could just WhatsApp me on the day.
SUNDAYZ regulars can be part at the energetic xchange of CHF99-88 (sliding scale! you choose what you can give).
All others please purchase your retreat access for CHF111. Maybe you’ll join our next SUNDAYZ group clearing and planetary healing session, go to higherfacts.org
If you’d like to pay in instalments, let me know, please.
If you want to participate but don’t understand English too well or don’t speak it, let me know.
SIGN UP & INFO: higherfacts.org/online-retreat
DEADLINE: June 3, @ noon.