Except for your old woundings. Of course they are neither an obstacle because they only show to be released into the light of love. So love that awful emotion that nagging thought that hard self-assessment. Love it warmly, loved it hotly, cradle it and sooth it like a small child, until it can relax into higher ways, higher seeing, higher being and resolve back into light and love.
As a single mom of two, I used to see that one thought often rise in me “my kids were in my way.” Had I only more time to advance my soul and my work, I would have more money, more freedom, more peace in me…Bullsh….. None of it is true. I am not judging any mother or father who feels that way but it simply would love to point out that this is an old wound speaking, a unconscious and conscious lack of belief in ourselves, a lack of self-love.
Which creates the false belief that we evolve in or through the outside world according to an outside plan or schedule. That we don’t have enough time, or enough of something else, not enough. That is not how it works. MY GODDESS–HAVE WE FORGOTTEN? WE ARE TIME! WE ARE ALL THAT IS AND WE SHAPE ALL THAT IS.
WHEN THAT TRICKERY GRABS YOU, THAT FEELING OF NOT HAVING ENOUGH OF ANYTHING…DROP EVERYTHING, THAT THOUGHT FIRST, AND ANYTHING ELSE, AND GO HOME INTO SILENCE AND SMILE….BREATH YOUR WAY BACK INTO CONNECTEDNESS..GO HOME, FILL YOURSELF WITH LOVE, WITH TRUST, WITH JOY, FFILL YOURSELF UNTIL YOU ARE BRIMFULL….AS AN ENERGY BEING, WE CREATE THROUGH INTENTION AND IMAGINATION, THESE ARE REALITY SHAPING TOOLS OF POWER….
FEEL DAILY IN STILLNESS , feel within you how vast you are and how much and how fast you can create when you are IN LOVE AS LOVE. In harmony with all that moves and dances around you. My daughter trains me well in this. When she hits her leg or arm and she cries and I don’t go to her right away because I feel it is more important that I finish a text or maybe I have just started to cut some veggies for diner, she starts to cry louder and louder until we are all upset. If I move with the energy she offers me, that of needing support, needing to feel held and loved, then she moves quickly back into balance. It is a matter of not thinking that one separating thought “they are in my way,” and instead choose to not think at all or think a more appropriate one. “I am grateful that this soul calls me and that I can give her what she needs, what a gift.” And everything rebalances itself into flow. Because I remember consciously and unconsciously that I RECEIVE when GIVING LOVE, all obstacles are removed.
I am back with my text or my veggie 10 minutes later or I drop it all savoring a moment of being IN LOVE AS LOVE.